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Paul is in prison, his missionary work has been arrested,
his preaching has been silenced. His earthly pilgrimage is
drawing to a close; his warfare is almost over. His last
words are being penned. He is writing to young
Timothy, his son in the faith,
I feel that the last drops of my life are being poured out
for God. The hour of my departure is at hand. The
glorious fight that God gave me I have fought, the course
that I had set, I have finished, and I have kept the
faith. The future for me holds the crown of
righteousness, which God has promised.
Paul has been delivered for a brief span from the lions
mouth, but if ever a man needs fiends with him, now is the
time. One senses his loneliness as he confesses,
Demas, loving this present world, I fear, has left me, and
gone to Thessalonica. Crescens has gone to Galatia, and
Titus is away in Dalmatia. Only Luke is with me now.
Added to the absence of friends is the burden of
opposition of his enemies, and
those who misunderstood what he was doing.
Everyone in the providence of Asia deserted me, he writes.
Alexander, the coppersmith did me much harm. At my first
defense no one took part. All deserted me.
But there was one encouraging thing for us to remember
when things are not going well.
For said Paul, But the Lord stood by m and gave me
strength to proclaim the gospel, so I was rescued from the
Lions mouth.
Following all this, Paul makes a personal request to
Timothy,
Do your best to come to me as soon as you can pick
up Mark and bring him with you and bring my cloaks and my
books.
Paul
was a scholar in the end.
A writer has suggested that the cloak was probably the
only cloak he had for the winter cold in prison.
Said he, It was probably wet with the brine of the
Mediterranean, white with the snows of Galatia, yellow
with the dust of the Ignatian way, crimson with the blood
of his wounds. Fifteen hundred years later William Tyndale,
imprisoned in a cold damp cell in winter wrote, “I
entreat you, send me the things I left a warm cap, a
warmer cloak, the one I have is very thin, a woolen shirt
of mine, but above all my Hebrew Bible.”
Paul needed things like these, but most of all
companionship. You come and bring Mark with you. In
the context of these requests there is a non-descript
phrase that must not be missed. It is, COME BEFORE
WINTER. Paul's request is marked, Urgent!!!
Perishable!!! Now!!!
COME BEFORE WINTER because when winter sets in the season
of navigation will be closed in the Mediterranean.
Ancient Mariners considered the danger time between
November 11th and March 5th. Paul must have remembered his
own voyage when for fourteen days they were lost, without
sight of sun or stars, at the mercy of wind and waves.
If Timothy does not come now, he may not come til spring
and that will be too late. The time of departure is
at hand, makes it imperative that he come now.
WHAT
IS THE MEANING OF ALL OF THIS FOR US TODAY as winter comes
upon us?
Well, we not only have the natural seasons of winter.
Winter is also a season of the soul when life can become
cold, barren, and bleak. And as one must prepare for
the natural winter season, so one needs to prepare for the winter of the spirit.
We all prepare for the cold of winter, change our
wardrobes, make certain we will have heat and other
necessities. This is why Paul asked Timothy to
“Bring my cloak which I left at Troas.”
Every great opportunity of life has its limitations in
time. To wait, to put off may mean winter will come
and it will be too late. Winter always leaves graves
of opportunity. The seed not sown in spring cannot
be gathered at the fall harvest.
A Saxon king once put down a rebellion. He placed a
burning candle in a castle window and sent out a message
to the rebels. “If you surrender and repent while
the candle burns, you will be forgiven and set free.
After it goes out, it will be too late.”
Life’s opportunities are like this. Always time is
passing. A little boy was given a clock for his room
that would strike the hours. One night he heard the
clock striking 13, 14, 15, etc. He ran out of the
room, calling out, “Mom, Dad, it’s later than its ever
been before in all the world.”
Well, it’s always going to be later than it has ever
been before. It may not be winter yet, but like the
natural season it is coming. Paul’s message is
“Get prepared.”
There are some wise old proverbs like, “Dig the well
before you are thirsty,” and “Don’t wait til winter
comes to get in the wood for the fire.” Paul is facing
winter and he isn’t waiting until it comes to get ready.
Even now he is in the winter of the spirit.
“Already my life is poured out on the altar, and the
hour of my departure is at hand,” he writes. But
he is coping. He has what it takes to get through
the winter to the time when Spring breaks through, whether
it is in this life or the next.
SO WHAT DID HE HAVE THAT ENABLED HIM TO COPE WITH THE
WINTER OF THE SPIRIT?
First, he had conquered fear and anxiety about life.
Some years ago a Gallup Poll asked, “What is your basic
feeling about life?” Sixty per cent of the young people
answered, “Fear.” This would also be true of adults.
What this means is that the fear and anxiety about things
that can happen to us, over which we have no control, is a
terrible burden to carry.
I remember one afternoon one of our sons, about the age of
seven at the time, failed to come home from school at the
usual hour. His mother waited in fear and anxiety
for a long hour or two. Finally, he arrived home.
“Where have you been?” she asked. He explained
that Robbie, his little friend, took him to his choir
practice a the Baptist church. “Did you tell them
you were a Presbyterian?” she asked. “No,” he
said, “Robbie said that if I told them I was a
Presbyterian, they would kick me out.” There was anxiety
that afternoon at home and at school.
Anxiety is a vague feeling of uneasiness, apprehension of
danger, or misfortune, something you can’t put your
finger on. Like stage fright...what are you afraid
of? Soren Kierkegaard said, “Anxiety is caused by
nothingness and this nothingness confronts man as
something.”
Well, how do we get rid of this nothingness? Jesus
said, “Be not anxious about your life, what you shall
eat, nor about your body, what you shall put on.
Your heavenly Father knows that you need them.” He is
saying, trust Him. The Christian way is to
find the opposite of fear and anxiety in God’s love.
John says, “There is no fear in love, but perfect love
casts out fear.”
We do not conquer fear and anxiety by willpower human
bravery, or stoic courage. The positive power that
overcomes anxiety is love, because anxiety is a broken
tie, and a disturbed relationship. Love is a
restored relationship.
So when we walk with Christ in trust, knowing he loves us,
and we love him, anxiety diminishes to the degree in which
we are one with him. This is why Paul could cope
with the winter of his soul and spirit.
Listen.
The
Lord stood by me and gave me strength. He has
already rescued me from the lion’s mouth. The Lord
will rescue me from every attempt to do me harm, and keep
me safe until his heavenly reign begins.
Paul
came before winter, “I have run the race, finished the
course, kept the faith. The prize awaits me, the
crown of righteousness.” With this mind-set there was no
room for anxiety or fear.
But there are other fruits of love which kept Paul coping
with winter. There was forgiveness. One of the
cleansing powers of the spirit and mind of a person is
loving and forgiving others. Listen to Paul in the
winter of his soul, “The first time I had to defend
myself, no one was on my side--they all deserted me.
God forgive them.” Isn’t that a beautiful
spirit. It reminds us of Jesus on the cross,
“Father, forgive them for they know not what they do.”
That’s Paul! That should be us!
Listen again to Paul’s request to Timothy. “When
you come, pick up Mark and bring him with you. I can
certainly find a job for him here.” It’s important at
this point to recall the time when Paul and Barnabas
planned to visit places where they had preached.
Barnabas wanted to take Mark but Paul disapproved of
taking him because he had deserted them earlier. But
Mark had become such a useful servant that now Paul has
forgiven him, wants him with him again. The
affection, mutual trust, and love that brought these two
friends together had blossomed out of forgiveness.
And in Paul’s winter of the soul, Mark’s presence
would be a blessing.
No break in human relations can be healed, no soul can
stand accepted before God without forgiveness. No
trait of character is so essential for achieving personal
security, marital happiness, or peace of mind as
forgiveness. No medicine is so powerful an
anti-toxin for a broken spirit, or hate, or resentment, or
divisions in the world as forgiveness. Paul’s
assets for preparation for winter included his friend
Mark, a gift of forgiveness. Forgiveness is one of
the graces that grows best in wintertime.
But there are other graces that we must cultivate before
winter comes. What Paul was in the winter of life he
had prepared for in advance. What we are when winter
comes depends on the quality of life we bring to it.
The Duke of Wellington said, “The Battle of Waterloo was
won on the cricket fields of Eton.” The secret of
Jesus’ power in Gethsemane can never be understood until
we go back to his home where he was subject to his
parents, where he increased in wisdom, and in stature, and
in favor with God and man. You have to go back to
his years of preparation and his public ministry, filled
with prayer and compassion. Every day, every act
every thought, every influence, every decision counted in
his faith, courage and trust in the Winter of his life.
Old Rip Van Winkle would say as he took a drink of
whiskey, “I won’t count this one.” But it did count.
Whatever we do counts for something, good or evil. The Winter of the natural season into which we are
entering and the Winter of the Spirit, are not enemies,
and are not destructive unless we enter them unprepared
and have no resources for dealing with them.
Always beyond Winter is a beautiful Spring, filled with
hope and aliveness. But we can’t wait for Spring
and pretend that winter is not coming. Dr. Clarence
Macartney, a great preacher of a generation past, gives us
a sobering picture. He imagines (it’s
not in the Bible) that when Timothy received Paul’s
letter, he knew he must go but first he must take care of
some things. There are important things to work out
in Ephesus and Miletus. When he finishes these
matters he starts for the coast to get a ship and go to
Paul. When he arrived at Troas, he was told “there
will be no more ships til April.” He waits impatiently,
rebuking himself for not coming sooner. He takes the
first ship to sail in April. He finally arrives at
the place where he assumed Paul was imprisoned. When
he inquired of the guard about Paul, the guard cursed him
and ordered him to leave.
Finally, he came to the house of Claudius. “Where
is Paul? I must see him!” he said.
“Paul, didn’t you know? You must be Timothy!
Paul’s last words were, “Give my love to Timothy.
I know he will come.” Can’t you imagine the pain
and regret in Timothy’s mind and heart if this had
happened?
So Christ calls us, needs us. “Come Before Winter,”
before it is too late. Come and bring a cloak for
the needy, your time and talents, and money for the work,
gifts of love for your neighbor, forgiveness for those who
have hurt you, and love for Christ. Above all, bring
yourself.
“Come before the haze of the Indian summer fades from
the fields, before the November wind strips the leaves
from the trees, before the snow lies on the uplands,
before the sea of opportunity is blocked by the ice of
delay.”
It is a great thing to have everything prepared for
winter, for the testing times. This is illustrated
for us by this story.
An old Scotsman in a glen in the Highlands was desperately
ill. One night a great storm arose. His
daughter came to his bed to comfort him. With a
Bible in her hand, she said, “Father, shall I read to
you from the Book?”
“No, Lassie,” he said, “I thatched the roof before
the storm began.”
That’s
coming before winter!
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